Venlafaxina or Efexor 150mg

The Pill that makes you ill.

 

I have witting plenty regarding how funny things are and how this and that works but I have never written one about a substance that totally fucks you up.

I would also like to say now I cannot spell and have a real problem in that department but that shit doesn’t matter in regard to the seriousness of this topic so please look over my mistakes. Usually I have an editor to fix my work before I go to print and after all I am a poet not a real writerJ.

 

This is just for anyone out there that has went through a similar situation.

 

I have been on, I would say, every kind of anti-depressant known to mankind and still I felt depressed. Nothing mattered everything was useless everyone around me was full of advice-full shit. (Or so i thought). 

 

The truth was they loved me and cared I just wasn’t able to see it.

 

You see the fact is when your depressed there is no point asking anyone to help you, not even you Dr knows really at what level or dimension of crap you are in mentally at and never will, and you know what they don’t care either so you have got to do this yourself.

 

What I am saying is you have got to find a way out and that is what I did but with a hard learning.

The story that counts for you starts with VENLAFAXINA or EFEXOR 75mg 150mg whatever the does its totally irrelevant to what i want you to know.

 

I went one last time to the doctor as I said after trying all other pills and also painkiller addiction to get help in getting out of my depressed way of thinking.

It was like a cancer in me it controlled me I felt terrible all the time in fact near the end getting up everyday I just found pointless.

 

I was actually sick and tired of hearing myself say I was depressed.

 

I don’t care what anyone says nothing was worth living for at that time for me so I put the question are you going to get well or finish it now, thankfully I took myself and went to the clinic. 

 

After the usual brief uneventful talk with my Doctor who seemed (like all the rest) to have a look on his face of confused disassociation and, “why are you depressed why don’t you just be happy”?

 

You see that pissed me off so much as I could sence is thinking, this was just another basket case.

 

He is the Doctor he is supposed to spot that I am depressed to actually try to understand it and , “God forbid” show a real personal concern for his patient.

Anyway after listing to me he suggested a new drug, one that he said needed close monitoring etc due to it having the potential to put you blood pressure through the roof and explode you heart. AT this point I would have taken shit to get better!

 

He said “Look, I cas see from your record you have tried quite a few anti-depressants that are all called SSRIs which didn’t seen to help you, for example Prozac, Citalopram etc. I am going to put you on Ventlafaxina, don’t worry its safe enough when monitored but used in more extreme cases”.  The thought that I might be another Ted Bundy did cross my mind!

 

The previous anti-depressants the SSRIs all work adjusting basically 2 chemicals in the brain as follows.

 In the messages are passed between two nerve cells via a chemical synapses, a small gap between the cells. This cell (presynaptic)  sends information called neurotransmitters into this gap in the form of different chemicals, one of those is called serotonin.

 

 The neurotransmitters are then recognized by another cell a receptor on the surface of the recipient (postsynaptic) cell, which upon this stimulation, in turn, relays the signal.

 

In other words like taking MDMA when it lands on the head of these little guys you generally feel it!! Euphoria….

 

The problem is the brain usually only receives 10% of this chemical and 90% is the reabsorbed back into the brain in normality and it take a drug to inhance this. The medical prfesion have invented there version of MDMA from what I can see and it is called VENLAFAXINA only this one is given to you from a guy in a white coat with a smile on his face and its actually legal!!!!  

 

Anyway

Serotonin is believed to be the chemical that makes you feel happy, at ease and positive etc etc. There are other chemicals involved but I am not getting into that as I am no Dr.

Anyway you SSRIs supposed to stop that 90% being reabsorbed and make it stay around so you can maybe have a bigger chance at not blowing you head off or jumping off a bridge. This process od SSRI drugs is called a reuptake inhibitors.

Well they don’t work because the way I see it is like this you  naturally add serotonin into your brain and you use what you are capable of, as we are all NOT the same the rest is spent shit even if its still there your brain wont jump back into the pool for another drink.

Now This new drug is even worse it is cal an SSNRI which (without getting into the crap) it trys to do the same with other chemicals in there and more. (Actually in a a very closely related chemical way to MDMA but without the high just the bad trip)

 

The teeny problem is they don’t tell you that when you take this shit and try to come off it after you realize it has made you 100 time worse, more fucked up than before, that it’s almost impossible to come off!

 

Trust me I have been there and it is total hell.

 I am serous when I say I really am a poet and writer and I couldn’t begin to use words to tell you how fucked up you will become trying to come off that shit with any creative gift with words or ability to describe beauty .

 

So for those of you that haven’t yet done it don’t do it never… no…. NOT.

 

And for those that are starting, please find a way to stop now you will be in real shit real soon so read on and I will tell you the only way to beat this so called wonder drug crap the medical profession are handing out like sweets.

 

Keeping in mind, In the 70s they said “oh Valium, it’s not addictive here you have a headache take some of those, you feel stressed Have a valium”.Nearly the whole country was on them.

 

Now called Diazepam they treat it like it is fucking heroin when you ask for it to get some to ain some way help in the  relief from being fucked up by antidepressants they gave you in the first place to make you well. “Jesus Christ”

Your Diazepam is now a no no drug, it is monitored how much doctors give out as they realize it was addictive and has the ability to suppress your tensions only so you would one day blow up at the slightest thing and beat the shit out of your shower doors!!!

 

Ok I have to get to the point here before some of you guys reading this either get so board to death you fall asleep or commit suicide because I haven’t told you anything except how fucked up you are.

 

The way to get off  VENLAFAXINA , EFEXOR or whatever name they use as a brand name is this;

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Take 5HTP100mg a day.

 

Do the following and you will be a new person that wants to get up in the morning at 6am and work. You will realize who the people that love you are and that have stayed with you have been and you will begin to show them back your love for them.

 

You will see the sky,

I mean see the sky its colours its clouds hear the bird and to that matter, release that you are so lucking to be able to even be here in you stupid little life and have the privilege to do so when so many of our people are dying in Wars we shouldn’t be in, laying in hospital beds wishing to just slip away. Watching kids lay on a hospital bed looking into your eyes and without a word asking you through tear filled eyes why cant I be ok and tell me I will not die.

 

 You will realize and you will actually know what feeling love through guilt is.

It is knowing you have a child that is healthy while at the same time feeling the pain of knowing somone else whose is not.

It is knowing you can walk to the shop in the rain with no umbrella while all the while the quadriplegic sits  there in his or her world alone unable to move and tortured with the memories of what they once could do and never will do and they cant even lift a finger to wipe away that tear.

I could go on here but then that would be wasting precious time that anyone reading this needs to get of this crap and have a life.  AND PLEASE TRUST ME IT IS TOTALLY POSSIBLE

 

 

COMING OFF VENLAFAXINA

If like me you were started on 75mg a day then moved gradually up to 150mg or higher it makes no odds.

Your medication is most likely to be a  capsule full of slow little white release partials of the drug like tiny little beads.  (DO NOT CRUSH THEM)

 

 

1.     Go online or to a go to a herbal supplement shop and get yourself  5-HTP 100mg pills you may have to buy them in 50mg caps and double up but that dosnt matter. (they are also quite expensive so shop around) I get mine on line at www.justvitamins.co.uk simply because they seem to be the most economical for me and they work. I am not, by the way, a sales rep for this company you go where is best for you. Just get good quality.

Ok so now that you have your 5HTP you need to start taking them, That one pill  of 100mg straight away per day. I would suggest at night after a good meal incase they make you sleepy however I never have had that experience. Ok so you take 100mg per for about a week and at the same time do the following. (AT no time should you take more than 100mg of 5HTP and if it makes you ill stop) taking more doest make it work better, trust me its wasted you piss it out.

2.     Now get your VENLAFAXINA (anti-depressant) and you need to open the capsule of your prescribed amount for that day  onto maybe a soft dark coloured cloth spread on a table or something just so you can see them better and they won’t roll away.

3.     Gather all the white tiny beads together and take away from the pile of about what you would consider 10% and throw it down the toilet. The rest you take as normal for that day. (So what I have just said is you take (swallow) approximately 90% and throw 10% away thus reducing your dosage.

4.     For about one week do not do anything different than point 3. Do the same for a week taking 10% away and taking the rest while all the time you are still taking your new 5HTP100mg pill

5.     Next comes week 2 you do the exact same thing except you take what you think is approximately another 10% away meaning you have now reduced your daily does by 20%.

6.     The following week 3 you do the exact same thing only you now take 30% and so on. (you don’t have to be 100% precise here just approximate)

7.     Finally you continue doing this while all the while take 100mg of 5HTP per day and do not stop.

Ok so you now should be anti-depressant free and taking 5HTP 100mg per day and have no nasty side effects of withdrawls from the Venlafaxina .

 

What you have done is get yourself of a potentially suicidal drug and the pathway leading you and anyone close to you to a terrible place in life and or possible potential suicide.

 

You are now free of VENTAFAXINA and or EFEXOR.  you are now  on 100mg of a supplement 5HTP but if you do your homework 5HTP is the natural precursor to serotonin and what you have just done is said to your brain. “I am going to give you a steady supply of a natural supplement that you can use as you wish running like a clean engine and not leaving you as I once did in a pool smeared with a drug that was supposed prevent your brain reabsorbing spent serotonin fuel that was so watered down you became brain dead”

 

I hope this works for anyone out there If I have helped one person with this Hub then the deal is done. If you want to let me know or write go to my site www.colintmercer.com in my case that would be well payment enough if you had a look around and maybe read or buy my poetry.

 

Good luck and trust me on the 5HTP.

 

Colin T Mercer.